Stephanie

so on our way back from columbus tonight after meeting kerri and seeing our AWESOME movie..... my car decided to die. it broke down and froze and burnt the crap out of my alternator. just what i needed after this long long week. buh. my life.

WHAT THE?

so much for them going back to forgetting we ever existed. bitch.

do you remember everything that you did before, the way the bad action opens cosmic door, I'm gonna leave it up to God what he's got for you, and he's watching you. Watch out, ain't no running from Karma.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know how


great song.

BAhahahahaha

i hope you are miserable.

I'm not one to make threats
I've been reduced to promises
I lie to myself cause I do it best
I'm not honest with my intentions....

But tonight I'll wait until I know you're fast asleep
to poison you with memories of you and me
I pray you die slowly so I can be the last thing you see...

oh you'll see.

so i miss you a lot and i wish i could tell you, but unfortunately we are no longer friends. i was looking at some pictures and reminiscing about the old days and it made me miss you more than i thought i actually ever would. i almost cried.  i do miss you so much, and i wish our friendship didnt have to end like it did. i wish we could go back to the good ol days and hang out at my apartment and stay up all night talking about the new and exciting things in our lives. the times we were together i will cherish and i'll try not to let the bad times overshadow all those great times. i hope life is treating you well and i hope you are happy with your life. i miss you and maybe down the road we can makeup for the lost times. i miss and love you and i wish you all the best in your life.

sorry i havent been on here and updated in a while. i have been super busy with school, work, and my brothers wedding stuff is this weekend, so that adds on to all the things i need to get done. i need to update with everyone, so let me know how you are and whats up!

BAMBOOZLE
Saturday May 3rd, 2008

 

12:05 - 12:30                      CAN YOU KEEP A SECRET?                            ASBURY PARK STAGE
12:00 - 12:30                       HOLIDAY PARADE                                            REBEL YOUTH RECORDS STAGE
1:00 - 1:30                            CUTE IS WHAT WE AIM FOR                        ASBURY PARK STAGE
1:30 - 2:00                            METRO STATION                                             NOWWHAT.COM STAGE
2:00 - 2:30                            EVERY AVENUE                                                                 THE AQUARIAN STAGE
2:30 - 3:00                            PLAY RADIO PLAY                                             NOKIA TICKET RUSH STAGE
3:00 - 3:30                            THE MAINE                                                         REBEL YOUTH RECORDS STAGE
3:30 - 4:00                            ARMOR FOR SLEEP                                          NOWWHAT.COM STAGE
4:30 - 5:00                            HIT THE LIGHTS                                                 NOKIA TICKET RUSH STAGE
5:00 - 5:30                            FAMILY FORCE                                                  REBEL YOUTH RECORDS STAGE
6:00 - 6:30                            THE ROCKET SUMMER                                   REBEL YOUTH RECORDS STAGE
6:20 - 6:50                            SAVES THE DAY                                                 NOWWHAT.COM STAGE
7:00 - 7:30                            VALENCIA                                                           REBEL YOUTH RECORDS STAGE
8:00 - 8:45                            PARAMORE                                                        ASBURY PARK STAGE
8:45 - 9:15                            JEFFREE STAR                                                     MLB STAGE                        
9:00 - 9:30                            SING IT LOUD                                                    REBEL YOUTH RECORDS STAGE
9:30 - 10:30                         SNOOP DOGG                                                   ASBURY PARK STAGE

BAMBOOZLE
Sunday May 4th, 2008

 

11:45 - 12:10                       THE MAINE*                                                      ASBURY PARK STAGE
12:10 - 12:40                       FINCH                                                                   NOWWHAT.COM STAGE
1:10 - 1:40                            ALL TIME LOW                                                   NOWWHAT.COM STAGE
1:40 - 2:10                            COBRA STARSHIP                                             ASBURY PARK STAGE
2:00 - 2:30                            THE MORNING LIGHT                                     THE AQUARIAN STAGE
2:10 - 2:40                            THE ACADEMY IS...                                          NOWWHAT.COM STAGE
2:55 - 3:25                            YOU ME AND EVERYONE WE KNOW        THE AQUARIAN STAGE
3:00 - 3:30                            FOREVER THE SICKEST KIDS                         REBEL YOUTH RECORDS STAGE
3:15 - 3:45                            TYGA                                                                    THE 5 GUM STAGE
3:45 - 4:15                            3OH!3                                                                   MLB STAGE
4:00 - 4:30                            WE THE KINGS                                                   REBEL YOUTH RECORDS STAGE
4:10 - 4:40                            THE STARTING LINE                                         NOWWHAT.COM STAGE
4:45 - 5:15                            MAYDAY PARADE                                           MLB STAGE
5:30 - 6:00                            ENVY ON THE COAST                                      NOKIA TICKET RUSH STAGE
5:40 - 6:15                            BRET MICHAELS                                                ASBURY PARK STAGE
6:00 - 6:30                            THE RECEIVING END OF SIRENS                                 REBEL YOUTH RECORDS STAG
7:05 - 7:30                            BRIGHTEN                                                           LINC STAR RECORDS BREAK STAGE
7:15 - 7:45                            THE CAB                                                               THE 5 GUM STAGE
7:45 - 8:15                            JUST SURRENDER                                             MLB STAGE
8:00 - 8:40                            GYM CLASS HEROES                                        ASBURY PARK STAGE
9:30 - 10:30                         PANIC AT THE DISCO                                      ASBURY PARK STAGE

IT IS GOING TO BE A CRAZY WEEKEND!!!

i am gonna write a huge entry soon about my life. just prepare yourselves.

boys are so weird.

have a good week!

i hate stupid immature bitches. go choke on your cubic zirconia ring biotch.

other than ^^^ tonight was a blast!!! happy 52nd daddy!

you are such a stupid bitch. stfu.

so a lot of things have changed since i moved back home. its weird, but i am slowly getting used to it. im seeing more and more people from high school all the time, and that is definately weird. seeing people always brings back memories. sometimes good, sometimes bad. its really crazy. it gets you to thinking you know? i dunno. all i can say describing it all is.... LIFE. you never know what is going to happen. it is going to be an interesting next couple of months.

i dont really like osu. people there are so snobby and act like they have it all together. i dunno. also i am changing my major to elementary education instead of accounting, and you cant do that on osu main campus. so again i am transferring schools UGH. i am just going to transfer to the Lancaster branch of Ohio University. its much closer and cheaper than OSU, so it will save me tons of money in the long run! also there i will be able to get a minor and a major! coolio!

well i am getting ready to go up to toledo today to see all time low on their manwhores and open sores tour. how fun! haha i love those boys. i hope everyone is having a decent january. i cant wait to see all my friends soon. i miss you all so much! ta ta for now!

sometimes beginnings aren't so simple, sometimes good bye's the only way

i will truly miss the both of you.

Happy New Year to everyone!!!



I hope you all had a great New Years Eve and were safe!! I can't wait to spend this next year getting to know everyone a little bit more and becoming a better person! Hope everyone has a good first day of the New Year!!

this is a little (but big) summary on the past few days of my life. prepare yourself for a lot of things you wont understand, and that you'll never get an explaination for.

+deciding to go to ATL's hometown holiday show for the 2nd year in a row.
-waking up at 8:30am
-getting ready to drive to maryland
-7 hour drive to maryland
+new tires
-little argument on the way
+emo kids at rest stop
+ reminiscing on my life while listening to mayday parade
+/- breakdown about the dangerous summer while listening to them haha
+starbucks
-car with wobbly back wheel and we couldnt tell them cause im a speed racer
++ megan screaming promise of redemption as i scream/sing all time low
-almost peeing our pants cause we were laughing so damn hard
+/-half way to maryland
+/- fake looking horses (we found out on the way home they were real haha)
+GTFO!! haha
-/+ friendsville, md (eeeeep!)
-changing clothes in a mcdonalds bathroom (haha)
-3.19 a gallon for gas

+arriving on time for the show
+convo with a bombarded jack
+seeing the morning light after what seems like a FOREVER 6 month period
-smokers (i forgot we werent in ohio haha)
-crazy 13 yr olds who kept squeezing between meg and i so we bitched at them and took their spot
+ "those are the girls that jack hugged"
+awkward looks between creepy 13 year olds and us because they saw jack hug us
+amazing spot behind the sound booth!
-workers in the bathroom who wanted tips because they sanitized the toilets after each person used them (get over it)
+Mayday Parade played amazingly
-in the words of jack barakat  "10,000 people where there"
+18th ATL show
+best ATL show to date
+so much fun during show
+best position in the whole venue
+crazy a lot ec lyke whoa.
+/- thinking we are creeps for EC haha
-bbq of baby placentas haha
+ not as vulgar
+louie the chimp
+zack's hand clap hahaha
+/- alex's dancing haha
+ jack turning alex down for sex
+party outside
+ point
+encore
-end of show

-mob of people leaving
-another show starting right after so we had to exit the vacinity ASAP
-creeeeeeepy goth fans of the dresden dolls
+coldness outside
-thinking atl wasnt coming out
+realizing we were in the wrong area
-crazies
-mobs of crazies
-not being able to get to jack because of mobs of crazies
-getting yelled at because of mobs of crazies
-feeling like damn fools because we were sucked into the mob of crazies from other crazies pushing us.
+running from mobs of crazies
+getting through mobs of crazies to jack
-jack having to leave because there were too many mobs of crazies haha
- not seeing ri ri da da
+hugs and see you in january
++bobby, harrison, matt, nick, and altoona ryan.
-/+ thinking harrison was telling us goodbye forever haha
+ "ill always remember that night.... YOU BETTER"
+/- d3d chicks haha
-more crazies (they never leave haha)
+hugs hugs and more hugs
- saying goodbye for now
+hope for April

-$15 parking garage fee
-no response from AJ or Cody
-not being able to see AJ or Cody
-getting lost in Ellicott City
+heading home
- change of plans
+towson, md
- no hotels in the damn state of maryland haha
-no hotels in towson
+finding 3 hotels
- all 3 hotels were ghetto as shit
-missing highway exit
+finding a nice hotel
-cost 79.99
-paying 79.99
-realizing it isnt a nice hotel
+20% OFF because it was shitty haha
-no food places in site
+ SLEEEP
-dead cockroaches on the bathroom floor
-wake up
+check out
+checkers
-7 hour drive home
+sheetz
++ NUUUHHHHHH UHHHHHHH
+finding the special mcdonalds and then not eating.
-no response from aj or cody again.
- friendsville smelling like dead bodies
+passing kerri and bryanna on I-68 haha
-leaving maryland once again
-getting gas AGAIN
+sheetz
+starbucks
-crazy rain
-anger and sadness towards our "friends"
+/- back in ohio
- back in lancaster
-back in amanda
-sitting on my computer at my parents house

we had a great time. i know i am leaving out so much too. this was one of the best trips we've had to maryland. the only thing that could've made it better would've been being able to see aj and cody. we miss those boys. it was really great to see the morning light. over all we had a great time. we made some great inside jokes that im sure we'll use for a long time. it was a great way to end 2007 in my opinion. i cant wait for 2008. i hope things only get better and our lives continue to flourish and be great as every day goes by.

so this is stolen from megan for the most part haha...

Soo Sunday night Megan and I went up to Cleveland to watch Tourzilla. Surprisingly, we had a lot of fun....waaay to much fun actually. Haha. The way up was fairly boring. Drives to Cleveland are never very eventful. Sup driving on I-71 for 141 miles :| However, once we got there we tried to find a place to change our clothes and do our makeup and stuff. But apparently there are only Chinese restaurants in Cleveland? so after driving 5 miles on the same road we finally found a really nice McDonald's in the middle of the ghetto and changed in there. Then megan had a mini crisis. The outfit she bought looked like shit once she put it on so she was freaking out. So we went to Tower City Mall, only to find out it sucks and has like NOOOO real normal clothing stores. So ME, being the GREAT friend i am, let her wear my outfit. Anywayss.

Here's a summary of the show.
+     Valencia.
-      Annoying girls all around us.
+/-     The Audition.
-      Annoying girls still around us.
-      Martin coming out to sing
+     All Time Low.
-      Alex singing like a Valley Girl, and thinking it sounded good. haha
+     Jackary looking cute like always
-      the vulgarity of alex gaskarth
+     The new friends we made.
+     the gum our new friends gave us!
-      Not getting their names. (stupid us)
+     getting my jack attack t-shirt
+     sneaking a free life size poster with my free t-shirt!!!
+/-   Boys Like Girls.
+     megans guest vocals.
-      Only me being able to hear them.
-      Kids rushing out the door after the show.
-      Waiting.
-      alex gaskarth starting a riot.
-      feeling like i was stalking rian.
-      my closterphobia almost kicking in
-      alex gaskarth being a dumbass and asking to be escorted out by security.
-      Crazy girls bombarding Jack.
+     Meg almost flipping a shit.
+     Giving Jack a glimmer of hope from all the crazies.
+     High fives, hugs,  "fist pounds", and love.
+     finally talking to Rian after forever.
-      Saying bye.
+     Ri Ri Da Da. the whole way home. Bahahahaha!
+     Ri Ri Da Da to the beat of other songs.
-      3 hour drive home.
-      not being able to find a taco hut.
+      cafe mocha and pumpkin donuts.
+/-   falling asleep in 3.72 seconds


it was a great time. i love jack and now rian. i cant wait to see them in december and january.